My Miracle (Part 1)

The moment I found out I was pregnant; I was so excited and happy. My husband and I had been married for a little over a year and we were on top of the world… nothing was stopping us!


My first pregnancy was easy as I only had myself and a dog to take care of (even though I had morning sickness the first 12 weeks... you all know, that is no fun) In July, after a longer labor, we became parents. There was so much unknown yet so much joy. We were prepared, yet we were unsure how to care for a baby…


We were awake A LOT at night with my first child. It was difficult but it was easier with my husband being home from work. My son ended up taking a turn for the worse and wasn’t eating so we had to bring him back to the hospital around 5 days old. During this time, he was being fed formula (which I had in my mind was NEVER going to happen), he was getting pricked by a needle to check his blood sugar, and I was an emotional wreck.


All I kept thinking was… how did I fail… I am a horrible mom for letting them put formula in his mouth. What did I do wrong? These thoughts overwhelmed me for the first couple months of his life. This experience made me turn from nursing my son to exclusively pumping for my son. I thought this was the only way… he needed my milk… it was healthiest… plus, I failed him in that first week so I had to make up for it.


Exclusively pumping is so difficult. I was pumping every two hours for 20 minutes at a time… including the middle of the night (yes, I would set my alarm). During this sleepless period, my emotions and hormones were all over the place. There were so many moments when I would cry for no reason. I would scream in my pillow when my alarm would go off. I would fall asleep pumping ALL THE TIME.


The worst was when my husband went back to work when my son was two weeks old. I remember hearing him wake up in the morning and I would just start crying while laying in bed. There were many days when my mom would come over and snuggle with my son while I slept, so those moments were much needed… but I still struggled with my emotions.


These emotions were hidden… no one except my husband knew about these. MANY text messages were sent to him that were probably very scary on his end—being at work. Baby blues or postpartum depression—whatever it was… It wasn’t fun, I wasn’t myself, I couldn’t get out of it, and I couldn’t figure out how.


Being a first-time mother is hard—but trying to hide my emotions and figure them out, was even harder!


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Meet Heather Martin

 
The sterile scent of hospitals, the hushed, hopeful whispers, and the gnawing fear that lives in every waiting room – these became the unwanted backdrop of my life. It wasn't a single event, but a relentless series of challenges that slowly, profoundly, reshaped my understanding of health and ultimately, my purpose.

It began with my own daughter's cancer diagnosis. The helplessness I felt was amplified a thousandfold. As we navigated her treatment, I scrutinized every aspect of her care, seeking not just survival, but thriving. I began to ask different questions, looking beyond the conventional to see how diet, lifestyle, and a holistic approach could support her body through the immense challenges she faced.

Then, the world tilted on its axis with my beloved father. His terminal cancer diagnosis was a crushing blow, an unyielding reality that traditional medicine, for all its marvels, couldn't alter. We watched, we hoped, we grieved. In the midst of that raw pain, a seed of curiosity took root: Was there more to healing than what we were being told?

My own body then sent a jarring message. I experienced a hemiplegic migraine, an terrifying event that starkly mimicked stroke-like symptoms. The sudden loss of function, the fear, the uncertainty – it was a profound wake-up call. It forced me to confront my own health, which I had unconsciously neglected while caring for others. It was in that moment of vulnerability that I truly understood the interconnectedness of mind, body, and spirit.

I realized then that I didn't just want to heal; I wanted to understand why we get sick and how to build true, resilient health from the ground up. I wanted to change the trajectory of my own life, and more importantly, my family's life, away from chronic illness and towards vibrant well-being.

This intense, personal journey ignited an unshakeable passion within me. I devoured knowledge, exploring functional nutrition, mind-body practices, and the profound impact of lifestyle on health. I became an integrative health practitioner because I couldn't keep this newfound understanding to myself. My deepest desire is to guide others through their own health challenges, to empower them with the knowledge and tools to create their own new beginnings, and to help them rewrite their family's health story, just as I've strived to do for my own. It's not just a profession; it's a calling born from love, loss, and a relentless hope for a healthier future for all.
 

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